I just finished watching the Biggest Looser and the whole time I am watching it, I am dreaming about the Haagen-dazs icecream bars sitting in my freezer......in fact it's a Costco size box that I purchased before Christmas. Icecream bars aren't necessarily my weakness but now that I am not bringing in new candy or treats, they are looking very, VERY, tasty! How crazy is it to be watching a TV show about weight loss and thinking about eating one of the things that could put me on the show.......If I continue down the same path that I am on right now.
I started out so excited and strong. I was so relieved that I finally admitted that I had a problem and I felt strong and ready to conquer the world. Well that lasted 7 days then stress took over. I foolishly agreed to add more stress to my life and by the end of the week I think my stress had given birth.....I was overwhelmed and turned to what I know best......FOOD! Because I didn't have any Ruffles laying around I found Tortilla chips and Medium cheddar cheese. Salty and Delicious! I had lost 4lbs and now I am afraid to get on the scale. I feel heavier. I am sure I gained the weight and maybe a little more. I am ashamed that I turned to food. I am mad at my self for setting up road blocks right when I am about to start. This is much harder than I thought it would be.
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